Friday night's date went very well. We saw a Beatles tribute band (her favorite) and the lyrics to "I'm looking through you" really resonated with me. Things were great until I screwed up by drinking too much and getting into a R talk w/ her that ended with arguing at 2 am. I recovered the next day and things went well.
However, Sun night she got really mad I was going out of town, saying she was going to have people over the house while I was gone and wanted us to buy new sheets (not for cheating, but to make our bedroom presentable). I didn't do a very good job validating her there (again, alcohol didn't help). She also mentioned some jealousy of someone I emailed 13 years ago, who I didn't cheat with but had a crush before we even met (a weird re-surface which I took as being grasping for straws). I haven't even thought about her in years and so much has transpired since then. Anyway, we ended up getting into argument that night.
So...Monday morning she texted me saying she was sorry. Although admitting my transgressions on this site, overall, things have improved. She told me she was now 0% out the door and things have really improved in our relationship. I don't believe everything she says, but her demeanor has softened. I know we we are not at the piecing stage yet, but slow progress I believe.
