It does sound a bit like throwing a hand grenade before you move on to your new life, Tread, and knowing that others will be caught in the explosion? Maybe one of the guys here can help,

Is that who you want to be? Will more pain help? How do you feel about your anger right now? What are you most angry about and with whom?


Me: 53 H:38
T:20 M:14
BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression
S 1/16
PA 4/16
H filed 1/17