New to the journey and thank you.

[Kylo]

Today was more difficult than most. We had Open House at the kids' school. I was so attracted to her, again. Which makes the rejection all the more difficult. We get to the school and she's talking to everyone: teachers, parents, kids, principal, secretary. Kids are giving her hugs. This would be wonderful if she were my wife, it's more difficult when this is the woman who is ditching you. Plus, it makes it less likely she stops this to get a job, which would be helpful any route this relationship takes.

I don't really know the people here. I'm introverted; but when I do try to put some effort into conversation I can tell they don't want to listen. This just puts me in a worse mood since I always make it a point that when people talk to me they are heard. whatever, I just need to work on staying happy around her. Shouldn't be too hard since I am everywhere else.