Does he genuinely want to start making amends or does he simply not want any other man to have you?.
I think that's the million dollar question. And the only way I know of to find out the answer, is to spend some time with him, have some conversations, and begin to see if I have enough energy left in me to want to form a new R with this man.
I'm hoping some of this will seem more clear to me in the morning. It's been a long, eventful day, and I so want to take this slow and guard my heart. I see my IC Wednesday morning, so that's good.
Blu, I do sincerely thank you for your going to bat for me. I know you only have my best interest at heart. I probably took the 2x4 harder than I normally would have, had I not been so very tired, both mentally and physically tonight. Going to get some much needed sleep now. And take this one step at a time.
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton
