WAW 5 months and counting. Very down hearted today. My w had some very good days with the kids and some quality time with me it ended 2 days ago.

No contact other then criptic texts to kids. Everytime things look like they are progressing we end up.....

I dont know what to say

Best weight loss plan ever!!! Dont like the pain in my chest or the upset stomach but the weight has really came off. I needed to loss weight i was 80lbs over weight for years. Im down 65-70 i weigh less then when we married 25 years ago.

I have stayed busy with GAL, riding my bike, walking, house projects.

As i mentioned before my wife and i did a lot of these together i miss my soul mate. When she left i did beg her to stay and i did most of the things your told not too.

One thing i didnt do was threaten to kill my self. But now i find that thought has crossed my mind this is not the type of person that i am.

This is one crazy road our family has decided to take


M47 W45
S16 D18
M 25
BD January 17