Funny you should mention. I have been listening to meditation youtube videos. Thanks for the app recommendations.

As for Negativity? This whole board is negative, lol

As for an A, I don't know what I will do. I guess it depends. I have been through it before and a line has to be drawn. I do believe that it will reveal it's self if it is the case.

I was Distancing and saw results. I have softened and you're right, I'm second guessing myself. It's a rollercoaster.

M 53 W 54, M since 98
D15, D19
8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM
until 10/14
7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR
12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.