I know that would be the best in this sitch but it is really hard to close the door when we have a child together and see each other several times each week. But it feels like I am getting there gradually. It has been more than 3 months since BD and W moved out to her parents now. I think that moving to new home and making it my own (and D) will give me new energy.
Being strong is hard but I am at least no longer that mess I was around BD.
H-30s W-30s M-5 T-10 D4 ILYBNILWY/BD-May/17 W moves out-May/17 D filed-May/17 House sold, move to apartment-Aug/17 D going through-Jan/18?