Lovely Sara, I feel like I need to go back and catch up with what has gone on over the last few months.

It's hard not to feel some kind of anger or resentment towards the WH for their actions and how it has affected others. Especially when seemingly they are alright. Like I say, I need to go back and see what has gone on, but I just want to say to you to keep your focus on you. You got yourself so strong and sure of yourself but then he drags you back to the beginning. It looks as though you are still on two different pathways. With regards to the affair, he will pay for it, when it comes to the day of judgement we will all be accountable for our actions. But right now, you focus on you and loving yourself. Let me be the influence to you loving you, get out there and get those highlights done, or those eyebrows threaded- buy those cute panties from Victoria secrets, or the lipstick that makes you feel confident. Whatever it takes to show yourself some true love, DO IT. You deserve it


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16