Wife says that she had enough, files for divorce

[SwHubby]

Update - W moved into her apartment last week with D. I will move this weekend and next week we will leave the keys to our house to the new owners.

Been doing a little bit of GAL the past few weeks. Seeing friends for coffee, been continuing my excercise with running and going for walks. Been having fun with D, going to playgrounds, went on day trips to a nearby city twice, visited a collegue who has a farm with a variety of animals. Also just had a good time at the house. Baked cupcakes together which was a first for me, cooked together, read books etc. It has been great!

W does not show any signs of interest in talking to me other than practical things about our daughter, dividing assets and making sure we are ready to leave our house to the new owners. However, this week she actually asked me how I was. I replied fine and asked her as well. She answered fine.

I have been asking her a few questions during e past weeks about her work after being back after vacation and their new apartment. Nothing detailed, just normal conversation. Received answers, fine and fine. We only meet when we exchange our D. It is frustrating but I know that I cannot expect anything else than this. And I cannot expect W to act warmer towards me.

Been missing W a lot the past few days, more than usual. Found a lot of pictures of us when I packed the last stuff in our house which triggered a lot of memories and feelings. I continued to look at old pics of me and her at Facebook. She does not update facebook that often so I cannot follow what she is doing. I guess this is a good thing though.

Cannot see at the moment how we could possibly reconcile in the future. W seems set on seeing this through. I have no idea if there is someone else, but i do not think so. But at this point it does not really matter since we are seperated, W considers us over and that D being final is just a formality. I cannot do much more than moving on with my life, building a new home, continuing with GAL and excercise as well as being the best possible man and dad I can be. I still have a little bit of hope but know that it would take an enormous amount of patience to get to a point were we are warming up to each other. In the current pace, probably years.