Hi Joseph9,

No it isn't what I want, but if the end result is already pre-determined, then is it worth all of this pain.

I know that it's only the frustration talking, it's just really rough and I've been feeling so so down!

Me: 47 Wife: 39
Together: 20 yrs Married: 16 yrs
S:9, S:7, D:5, D:1
BD: 7/4/2017
Separation (though living in the same house) 7/20/2017
?????