The limbo and waiting kills you, but it's understandable - you're in shock, pain and confusion. Tread is right, you can look at things differently after a bit of time has passed.
D isn't easy, particularly when kids are involved. I wish you well and I'm sure that lots of people will be here to support and listen to you as you go.
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17
