Well, looks like my gut feeling was right.

That was a REALLY rough counselling session!

She said clearly in it that she is ready to start divorce proceedings now.

I asked her where the open mind we agreed is as we try this for a few months, she said mind is fine, but heart is closed.

I'm feeling kind of crushed right now!

Should I just stop this and get the D?

Me: 47 Wife: 39
Together: 20 yrs Married: 16 yrs
S:9, S:7, D:5, D:1
BD: 7/4/2017
Separation (though living in the same house) 7/20/2017
?????