Hey Thornton, So sorry you're struggling right now. I think one of the hardest parts of any of this, is fear of the unknown future, and that person not beside us any longer to help shoulder a shared burden (or joy, for that matter.) Hang in there. I don't have any advice, but just wanted to send a word of encouragement. Also, my dr. prescribed some anti-anxiety meds just for short term, and it has really helped smooth off the edges of panic for me. Just a suggestion.
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton
