I do feel a bit mean about it, because I also love my pre-MLC H, but yup, I don't want him to skip off to a happy life full of sunshine and peace. I resent that he's been cuddled up with a cooing OW all the nights I've been sobbing and sleeping alone. I don't want him to have a happy life when he blew mine up into a million pieces and polluted it with lies, death threats, drama, lawyer's fees and infidelity.
I think that's just being human really. It comforts me that no matter how big a mess I'm dealing with now, the facts suggest that he is starting his new life medicated, impotent, overweight and almost bankrupt with nothing more than his job and OWs house to live in for free. Mean right?
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17
