It isn't crazy, Citygrl. No way to know what will happen, but it isn't crazy to want him back. My sitch is pretty close to yours, I guess a bit closer to final D. We both have to live with what is, but it isn't crazy. I think we can both confidently say that if we were in a crazy people line up with our H's, our numbers wouldn't be the first to be called right?!
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17