This will change today. Not just saying it because you said it. I've had enough being on the wrong side of the joke.
Awesome! my man. Awesome! Today the worm will turn for you. You can't fake it. You have to do it. You have to live it. Keep this exact attitude in mind and adopt it as your default behavior. You're a strong person and a more attractive partner than she is. She's a cheater. You're a loyal partner. You're the prize. She isn't. If you get back together and try to work it out it's because of YOUR grace, not hers.
Please please please live this. Do what you know you should be doing and I promise you it'll put you in a no-lose situation.
Show ZERO weakness in front of her. ZERO. Anytime you're feeling low/sad/weak DON'T interact with her. Just come here and talk to the board. We'll be happy to pick you back up. I've been where you are and I know what failed and I know what worked. You can do this.
