I guess some days it is just hard to accept that someone you love does not love or respect you at all. That you skipped from the centre of someone's world to being nothing without an interim step. That while I have yearned and grieved and talked to him in my head and curled up with his old dressing gown when I couldn't sleep...he hasn't thought about me at all and wants a future that has no trace of me in it
Me: 53 H:38 T:20 M:14 BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression S 1/16 PA 4/16 H filed 1/17
