tomorrow is a new day. Start again. Sometimes it's about being happy, not being right. Anger is not serving you, but maybe b/c it's so quick as your first option to correct a problem, it seems as if it's the correct option,
your h attending the wedding was not a betrayal of you. Having fun is not a betrayal of you. The rest of what you imagine might not have happened. Drop the rope and don't pick it up again!!
This does get easier with practice.
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M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016