What is eating at me is not knowing her current state.
RR17,
Anecdotal evidence suggests that wayward wives go through a state change every 18 minutes, except on Tuesdays, when they go through a state change every 21.5 minutes. Knowing your wife's current state is an exercise in futility.
What you can do is decide how you want to live your life and get out and live life to the fullest. Your wife might decide she likes what you're doing with yourself and then maybe she'll decide to hitch a ride with you.
