Quite right, Andrew P - hoist on my own hopeful petard! And I was surprised that hope came back, darn it.

To be fair, the suggestions were his yesterday, not mine. Today he changed his mind when it came down to action. I was foolish to be convinced by his fake normal and to let a sliver of hope break my detachment.

I love him but right now I'm a bit too angry to wish him well with OW. I'd actually like him to wake up in a sweat in 6 months time full of so much remorse and sorrow that he feels sick...

Me: 53 H:38
T:20 M:14
BD ILYB etc 10/15, H diagnosed severe depression
S 1/16
PA 4/16
H filed 1/17