Thank TxHubby I know I shouldn't have read it, little bit of a backslide as I have not done that in quite some time. I quickly got through it as the kids and I went to a friends house for a bonfire, smore's and drinks! Had fun and took my mind off of everything. And yes, I am better than that and her, my new life will be based on an honest faithful person and not a lying cheater who seems to be giving up on everything but herself.