Re lingerie. Given your history, I understand the distress but maybe if you do get things going again to start with new ones anyway. It would represent that it's different and new now. Keep being the awesome dude you are.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving