I'm sending you a hug. I struggled mightily with the fact that I cannot control all aspects of my life. I only control how I react to a situation. I have no idea what will transpire with me and the new guy. We dated for over a year. But I do know that I'm only going around one time on this planet and I'm going to enjoy myself. Granted, that may not include anything wild. But if I want to sit on the couch and watch dateline and eat granola, that is my choice.
Do what makes you happy. I know it's hard because you feel like most of your friends or coupled up. However, no matter who you are with you need to have a life that you like regardless of whether you are single, a couple, or married. Because it is your life. Hang in there.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer