Thanks for popping by. I believe he genuinely loves me. However, he is having some rather dire career/financial issues and literally cannot afford to come visit much. He has a regular job and side gigs because he is a photographer/ creative type. And honestly? He has a young daughter and he's a fantastic dad. I don't to take anything away from her. It was difficult for him to admit his funds are so tight although I suspected as much. He lives an hour away.
And while I hope he gets himself to a better place, I'm going to enjoy my life. I gave a new job which I enjoy and I have some fun trips scheduled with my kids and nieces and nephews. I have a tendency to be a bit more career oriented than the men I attract. They are always extremely talented, smart, and fun. But they always have a tendency to be the artistic types. I will not put my life on hold for anyone. Maybe he's in a better place in 2 months or maybe it's a year. I don't know. And I do miss seeing him. Some days I miss just sitting with him on the couch. We saw each other 5 or 6 days a week. However, things have a way of evolving the way they are supposed to evolve.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
