Overall, a good life update, Pinn! I'm glad you were able to enjoy the wedding(s). I completely get how you would be feeling sitting next to ww at the wedding. The Vows get me every time. For better or worse, in sickness and in health..... Uch. Empty promises. Not only that, everyone says marriage is hard, and yet, people leave at the drop of the hat for the possibility of something better. I could go on and on, but I won't!
I imagine that you are still processing so many things with your life. You've had many blows in the last 2 years and yet you seem to be approaching things the best you possibly can. That's the best you can do. I'm sure it's difficult. Just stay true to yourself and your heart. Continue to grieve if needed, and continue to move forward with your life at your pace.
You're doing great. Peace!
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16