as for the episodes of - "What if"ing & the guilting. They come from the anxiety of so much change and pain. I relate to it, of course.
We imagine what a good life we COULD have- if only they would change/do X", etc...
We cannot stay with someone based on their potential to be good partners for us.
it was a mistake - one which I regret - but then I stop myself from the regrets.
And I get back on my forward path.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
