Maybell I felt the same about my DB coach. I only ended up going through with one session because I felt I got MUCH more here and my DB coach didn't help me come up with a game plan. I just got a lot of uh huh and I see.
Thanks for the encouragement. I hope to get where you're at sooner rather than later. BUT I am nuts because I still hope that maybe H will wake up and be sorry for what he's done. I sit here on the lake with the kids swimming (including the. Baby in his little float which is just too cute for words) and think how can he do this again. Just this time last year as we do every year.
I've gone back and forth about posting pictures on Fb. Part of me wants him to be jealous and see us having fun the other part wants to be dark and him have no clue what we're doing. Oh and the boys love that I can do the hooks and bait for the fishing rods. My oldest can do it too but they just think it's cool that mom knows how to haha.
25- yes he was lying and still does. The part that tears me up is how long was he lying for. I still don't think he physically cheated I think he's had someone on the side via text... well now I know since he left there's more than one.
I would love to go to Italy! You're one brave lady going alone with three kids, I don't think I'm that brace lol.
I'm sorry to hear about your mother but I am sure she will be happy to have you and family celebrating her.
Hi treasur - thanks for stopping by. My ah specifically said he chose not to talk about it because he figured it would just get better eventually rather than discussing it.
My dad said he truly believes if I would have never mentioned the flowers or other stuff and hadn't held his feet to the fire we wouldn't be in this situation. That H would have continued doing what he was doing with me living in whatever little land of the unknown.
I'm a fixer too. I just want everyone to be happy. I want everyone to get along and I don't like conflict. I believe in let's just talk about it and move forward. You did this it hurt me please don't do it again, etc.
I'm getting anxious to go back home. I don't want to be back in reality. It's been so nice to be gone and not see him or deal with his negative attitude.
I know I'm nuts but I was dreaming that maybe this time away would Help him se what life he is getting himself into. My dad said it's still not reality because he's at home at our house and not alone in an apartment
