Hey Sotto - I'm still here. I haven't been posting on my thread very much because there's not a lot to report.
Ive started a new job search as I decided I need a new challenge so Ive been applying and interviewing some.
I'm still working on GAL, and working out and biking.
In regards to W, she texted me a few days ago blaming me for "single handedly destroying our family". The week prior, she was owning up to her issues and admitted that she was pretty impulsive when she decided to end our relationship. That struck a nerve for me and I told her I didn't have time to listen to her spew and blame and ended the text convo. Haven't heard from her since.
I stay in contact with D. We usually text once or twice a week and send each other funny animal pictures. I miss her terribly.
Things could definately be a lot worse and I try to remind myself of that. I also have been working on just believing that everything will work out the way its supposed to and I will find happiness again one day soon.
Thanks for checking in Sotto! Much appreciated!
Thorn
Im still meeting with IC and have been fluctuating between happy, sad and, angry most days. I suppose thats all a part of the healing process and I've been working my anger out in the gym which has been helpful.
I definately miss having a partner to do things with. But I have also enjoyed my alone time and getting comfortable in my own skin again.
