Today is my 10 year wedding anniversary. My W and I just did the kid handoff and barely said 3 worlds to each other. Neither of us mentioned it. I just told her , "have a good day," like I always do.

As I look back through the years (Facebook is both a blessing and a curse), I can't help but feel like someone stole my life. Like my past has been abducted. All the things we did every year to celebrate. All the fun we had. All the love we shared. Now it seems like it wasn't real. Reading her posts from the previous years, proclaiming her love and friendship... was that all a lie?

Yes, this is pity party time. But I don't mind asking for it on this board since you all understand. But after I post this I'm going to move on and try not to dwell on it too much today.


M46 W48
M11 T14
S11 D8
BD: 2016/05/27
In-home separation: 2016/11/23
Nesting: 2017/06/11
W moves out: 2018/01/07
W goes public with OM: 2018/07/12
I ask for a divorce: 2018/12/14