Its just too hard. I can't do this. Sorry. I love her too much and its not a healthy love. I almost "need" her and that's not good. Cant put myself through more multiple months of this. It just needs to be over.
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3
