Treasur when I read your posts I could have written almost every word that you write. My counselor told me that my H would fall because I had artificially propped him up. I handed him my ambition and my value. I forgot who I was and my strength. We are both starting to remember who I really am.
I'm sorry about your mom. Mine has been dying for years from a lung disorder. She is the most negative person alive and has just moved away from me for the first time in my life. Previously every time I moved she followed. I imagine it is very hard for you, and scary, to see her go through that.
When you remember and really accept your own value and recover your self esteem you will no longer want him. That day is coming sooner than you think.
