So sorry Treasur, None of us can figure this mess out. Here one day, gone the next.
I was feeling SO LOW about an hour ago, then I posted on my thread, texted a couple of close girlfriends, and I feel myself starting to reign it back in.
I hope you can do the same today. I can't remember if you pray or not, but I do, and am saying one now for ALL of us that hurt today (which probably is the majority on here). Or the universe, or the Higher Power, or karma, or whatever meets your needs. I just want us to get stronger and move farther away from this pain every day.
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton