Last week was me being mad at the world. Your right this cruise thing is really not a big deal, considering the magnitude of the situation. It is our wedding anniversary so it stings, but we are not even together so again yeah not the end of the world.
Other parts you mentioned I was reaching. Trying to prove to her that I was here for her the whole time she was acting up. I realize that its just fluff to her. Just tired of living the way I've been living man. I've been trying to outlast thing but being a doormat at the same time when she needs something. Something has to give but I chose to make a choice when I was in a terrible state of mind.
M 1.5 years, her affair was before 1 year T 7 Years
