I guess I push is because if the divorce is something he truly wants then let's get it over with. Why wait? I'm not acting on those words. I say them here. I used to say them to him. Not anymore. I am a cool uninterested cucumber when I am around him right now. And yes after seeing what I saw this past week how I react and he reacts nice back I'm not going to set everything back 25 steps by arguiing again. That's one of the reasons I did the Reiki healing. Because I want to let go of the anger and resentment
