After the Storm...

[25yearsmlc]

I think loving him still keeps me stuck AND stops me feeling bitter that someone else took 20 years of my life and flushed it down the toilet.

how does it stop you from feeling bitter?

(I'm asking). And, if the last 2 years have $ucked as it seems (and the years from 2013 were not great for you either)

then count the 16-18 years as decent/good/very good

and the "transition" from those years to your new life, as crap,

and your new life is what you build from this day forward. That's not really erasing the whole 20 year m.


I have a feeling if you put yourself out there, you'll find far more reward than you even hope for.

Here is what my son (h's son too, but that's now how I feel at the moment)

said about my life and divorce, which perhaps applies to you.

"Good riddance to lunacy. You are bound for so much more happiness than otherwise, I can't wait for you to see that."