Trying to detach from WTF world

[Treasur]

"I wasn't frightened and I took things at face value." This is what I want.

Part of that is NOT doing things which INVITE chaos and lunacy into my life. I can't stop it going on around me, but choosing not to talk to him is about that. Choosing to stop waiting for him to engage with his own L or asking him to respond about practical things. No snooping or FB stuff. Reducing how often I visit my mother. Managing how much of my days are spent on the rubble of my M/my parent's stuff vs how much is about new things.

I know I've made progress, but not enough and it's taken me too long.