Sorry, that was an angry rant. But, I'll tell you guys what is killing me. I miss talking to my best friend (her). I miss hearing about her day and listening and I miss telling her about mine (though usually I would listen). That's what I miss.
How did my best friend, lover, partner and wife become someone who looks at me with cold eyes on the verge of disgust??
Should I try to "engineer" going out so that she hears about it?
Me: 47 Wife: 39 Together: 20 yrs Married: 16 yrs S:9, S:7, D:5, D:1 BD: 7/4/2017 Separation (though living in the same house) 7/20/2017 ?????
