Yeah dale165, I know in my heart that it isn't right. I mean it's seriously the crux of this whole issue. However I'm honestly jealous of all the fun dates they have. They go out, go away for weekends, etc. It's torture. Plus, we always had an excellent sex life so I miss intimacy. I'm lonely. I love my kids but I need adult time. Girlfriends are wonderful, but they always want to banter around serious stuff. Thank God for that most of the time, but at this 7mth mark of the A, I need a break. I don't think this relationship is ending anytime soon.
