P.S. I still love him and will always hold that bit of hope he will get the help he needs and can be a part of our family again in some way. He is family. And, I've given myself permission to accept this--it's okay to still love him. As long as I don't allow him to disrupt my life. And, he won't stop me from any future relationships with someone deserving.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson