Finding my way in the dark - Part 2

[Holding]

Thanks for the support, everyone. Every step I take still feels like a bumbling failure, to be honest. So it's really great to have some positive energy from y'all.

Doodler, you crack me up. What you said to the OM - oh God!

Dusty, what exactly do you mean by "letting it go"? I do feel like I fully have, but what are you seeing that tells you I haven't?

Acc, thanks for the info on the anti-depressants. And yes, we will get both the kids to the IC.

Sandi, thanks again for the perspective "from the other side." I'm trying to make myself ready to deal with her manipulation. It gets a little easier each day. She explodes via text and expects me to take the bait, and that's not working any more. I suppose more of these "soft" approaches - like last night - are coming.