I "caved" on separate rooms. She had made areangement to stay with a friend of ours down there but then S18 was NOT staying in dorm after all for orientation. He has OCD answer anxiety disorder and was already stressing about the orientation. He already has some suspicions about W and me and I told W I "wasn't going to put that on him right now."
Back home last night, she was in mbr and asked "do you want me to leav", I said yes but was immediately called away by S17 (tourettes) and when I got back up there she was already asleep.
I have bed giving her cold shoulder but trying not to be an [censored] about it which is a fine line. She made some comment again about "wanting to work on things". I have pretty much been nonresponsive to texts and calls except where kidcare is required.
And then I keep thinking about the betrayal and disrespect it entails. Hurts
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3
