What should I be doing now? (Filing for D soon)

[Coconut]

ok, I can see the general consensus is that my post (which cover just about every interaction with her and my thoughts) indicate that I'm not ready. I won't be in FL for 2 months (and I can't file until then) so I will mentally step back and see how I feel.

I reached out to her today, and I forgot but about a month ago I also reached out and told her I was thinking about her and wondered how she's doing (she responded "definitely not happy, just trying to figure things out").

I am not in a place that I want to try and force open a door if she's got it locked, but I've at least shown her that I'm open for discussions.

I still don't want to try and get back together, but I will bow down to the wisdom being provided and try to keep an open mind and see what happens..