As long as OM is in the picture my guard will always be up. Just a feeling I guess that W has her own motives. Which is motivated by his presence. Plus I feel as if W has control over the current situation. Might have to do with all the GAL I have been doing.
Been around some great and positive people who are going in the same direction I want with my life. And then I have who seems to look down on me as if I am now less than. Her and OM seem to be just getting smaller and smaller in my eyes as I see them as people who are really doing nothing with themselves.
W was complaining earlier that her work seems to be declining. Had every excuse in the book, except for staying up late nights contacting OM. I am getting in great shape, while OM and W are gwtting higher. Other than the time we have in this MR and who she was before the A began. Not really sure anymore what I am fighting for at times. In a way I feel guilty about that.
