Thanks T! W has went from normal W to Kim Kardashian with 3 foot long fake hair to street walker to now hippie. She's out of her mind lol.
I see your in a mess as well. I really hope you get your mind together soon. Cant imagine what your going through. From a mans perspective, his ego is in the way. I know your scared but once you take that first step your confidence will grow. Sounds like you have awesome parents so that's a huge plus having kids!
In the end if it never works with H, you sound like a catch so I'm sure someone's out there jumping at the chance for a woman like you!
M 1.5 years, her affair was before 1 year T 7 Years