You're right. As humans, we always have the freedom to choose. It does sound like you have the right attitude about the power of prayer.

Here's another thing I used to repeat to myself -- The enemy is not welcome in my home. He can not occupy the same space as God, and God lives here! Dear Lord, please place a wall of your love around my home.

I swear to you that I could see a spiritual battle within my X (still do for that matter). Right before my eyes! It was amazing.

I only know what worked for me -- just some ideas.


Me 47
Ex H 46
Bomb 9/02
D final 3/04
Ex H now married to OW

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This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!