Hi I would like to ask opinions on the last resort of last resorts, going dark.
There are some rumblings that W and OM are on the fritz. She's increasingly trying to contact me more and more but no R talk. She has recently said she noticed changes and is proud of me. She brought that up out of the blue. Like I said before this deal is coming to head soon, at least it appears so. Im just getting tired of small talk with W, I already told her we will not be friends if we D. Im moving back to my hometown if that's the case. She asking if Im still leaving if we D and she says she doesn't want me to leave if we D. Shes beating around the bush on something, just haven't figured it out.
Im just a little frustrated is all, actually very frustrated. I found out I have a herniated disc and will be sidelined for at least a month. Since I moved out here for her, I don't have many who can help. I have to walk around crippled to the hospital to get epidurals in my back while she's prancing around like Pocahontas snacking on twigs and berries (She is a Vegan since last week). Just very frustrating you know? She tells me all about her new found lifestyle while I'm twitting my thumbs.
Anyways, to get back on track. Dark is the next step. Since I can feel a breakthrough is near, should I still listen to her ever increasing stories? This back deal is stressing me out to the point where I have to catch myself before I tell her to STFU and leave me alone. While down, I listened to a popular financial radio show where the host answers callers questions. One caller said her husband is having sleepovers at his "friends" house who happens to be a woman but he says they are just friends. The radio host then said do you have any self respect? This really hit home since I was not listening to this for marriage advice. Whether intentional or not, my W is making me feel like a weenie.
M 1.5 years, her affair was before 1 year T 7 Years
