Thank you all for your kind words. I want you to know I'm here reading them several times. I appreciate all of your support with me so much and it means the world to me. This place is my saving grace and unfortunately I rely on you all to guide me in my actions and decisions in this situation because my friends and family are biased and don't really know the right thing to do.
So I just wanted all of you to know I appreciate you.
I will address the posts tomorrow when I'm a little more level headed.
Had a quiet night tonight. I picked up a friend of the boys on the way home from the L and surprised them with that. Got some homework done and just hung out. H got here tonight doesn't talk to me as normal but came outside to talk with me and the friends dad when he got here. We came in I made a comment to H about how the cats enjoy sleeping on this new box in the garage and laughed. He jus tshrugged his shoulders and was obviously in a bad mood so I walked away. That's the first time I've said anything to him in days. H then told me he had no money to pay the electric bill and was going to have to scrounge up the cash. I thanked him for installing the new dryer and went about my business.
I know tonight wasn't the night to have the conversation so I didn't.
L advised me to tell him asap to move out though and give him until next Friday to be out.
