I am afraid 25yearsmlc is right. It doesn't sound like she is all in. In fact it doesn't even appear as if you get even a few positive interactions with her.
If this would be my sitch I would act very differently if this was the behavior I saw from my W.
Tobias, could you expand on ALL of this, please? I find it very unclear. Particularly what do you mean by: "In fact it doesn't even appear as if you get even a few positive interactions with her"
AND
How, at THIS particular point (I know I have screwed up in the past) would you be "acting very differently."
Thanks!
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3