My GAL program hmmm... i have made a point of evening rides on my motorcycle started and complete small reno upgrades on the house. More activities with kids including home projects. I have started to volunteer more at the church developing some good relationships or should i say rekindling them with friends. My wife has always been strong in faith and on numerious occasions has said she takes our marriage vows seriously in the same brearh mention how empty she is inside and she doesn't want to try anymore. My wife was a sahm for 5 years after kids were born but has had a good job for the last 13 years. She is parttime and in truth i never took much of an interest in her job or what was happening there. Now when she brings up work i listen and try not to offer any suggestions. For years she would complain and say how terrible her boss was i would council her to be careful and watch what she said. Now its the only place she is happy her words...
Your right about frustrating and soul crushing. I havent slept since we returned from our trip i just feel like im back to the day she left. The othernight as she drove away i realized just how much i want my bestfriend/wife back into my life. First hr was a pannick attack on steroids.
