No R talk of any kind. W said she had a dream of us getting married and there was a dragonfly which was somehow important. I looked up the symbology of the dragon fly and the primary meaning is self knowledge, power and flexibility. I pointed that out to W and she got kinda squirrely on me and so I let it drop.
We had a good month. spent almost all our time together. Four nights ago W put our engagement ring on but not our wedding ring. there was no talk about this. so weird, makes me wonder if she sees us as engaged now LOL!
S11 and I went to a judo tournament and S won one of his matches. I lost my matches but we left feeling great about it.
we are planning a vacation at the end of September and W speaks of future things as much as 2 years out. she has not spoken of leaving this month.
I feel pretty good when I am keeping busy and I have been pretty busy. I feel sad sometimes when I have some quiet time but I let it come and it usually passes after a while.
W remains mysterious and distant in the bedroom. I am sometimes tempted to R talk but I do not actually start one.
